Moving On

​It is not easy.

At times you’ll feel like you are sinking and the one who has been saving you throughout this entire time isn’t there to help you save from drowning anymore.

Its like you want to learn how to be happy again but crying is the only resort you can look forward to for letting it all out.
You really want to express what is going on in your mind but you just can’t ‘cz apparently you’ve forgotten how to do that too
You can no longer express yourself and all those emotions are just burying deep down inside you.

The saddest feeling of all times is that you’ve gotta act like normal people
You’ve gotta show that you are happy but deep down inside you just want to scream out loud

You’ll keep convincing yourself that everything is okay.
He doesn’t exist for you anymore
But the harsh truth is that he is still there, residing in your soul.

You still trust him
You won’t ever believe that he is not worth it all
But with every fiasco you’ll learn that he WAS the one for you and not IS the one.

He was your Mr. Perfect only for the time when you were there to hide his imperfections.

Now that you are not together anymore, you hold no importance in his life.
Promises given to you are not meant to be kept anymore.

Now he is just a stranger who knows all your secrets.

It’ll be difficult
The nights will be horrifying without his consolation
But at the end every endeavour will be worth it

All the struggle will definitely be creditable.

Especially when you’ll no longer care about him
You’ll be happy and even mesmerised to know that people will love you more for who you are and not what you were when you were with him.

It’ll all be amusing to realise how worthy and trustful friends you’ve got who’ll always have your back.

Moving on is difficult but if you are able to get past it, It’ll become the most worthy thing you’ve  ever done for yourself.

And at the end you’ll be proud of yourself because you will be able to survive without whom you thought living a single minute of your life would be difficult.

Dear Ex.

​Dear Ex,

Thank you for leaving me in the mid way of the journey when we promised to reach the destination together.

For making me believe in myself.

For making me realise I can travel the road alone.

For making me even stronger.

For making me find myself as an individual.

For letting me introduce to the world as who I am.

For not letting you become my identity.

For making me bold enough to fix my broken pieces myself.

And last but not the least,
For warning me about what kind of persons I should be aware of in future.

Thank you.

The epitome of sovereignty

  She was an emancipated woman.As free as a bird. Her life was a melodious song to which she wrote the lyrics. She set her own rules but also flushed them down whenever she liked.
But soon she was caught up in the rat-race.Her happiness was seized.

Her life was still the same song but was being played by the DJ according to the books.She could no more write the lyrics of her own ‘cz the society won’t let her to do so.

She twiddled as if she was an ambushed bird who was put behind the bars in the cage.She tried to fly but her every endeavour accrued to failure.With every fiasco she felt more desolated.

With all her strength she tried and whacked.

She finally did it!She triumphed breaking all the chains and the bars.She barnstormed as high as she could.

The more the people schlepped her down the further she upsurged….

Deject Reality

All the conversations starting with a normal “hey”,Talks taking no tym and the person becomes bae!

Like seriously?

All those false attachments and cares,

For people speaking lies is their flair!

Huhh!!

All the fake promises which are never kept,

All the tears which were never swept!

In this world people are mean enough to leave the people cry,

With nothing else but just a simple bye!

All the memories flashing through the mind,

This is a harsh truth difficult to bind!!

The First Kiss

It was a jiff of silence. Though,quiescence between us was never awkward but that day the level of coarseness was at its peak.My hormones went crazy with a burst of adrenaline rush in my body.

I still remember him making the first move. Oh! That stimulus, it had my eyes gone fishing.

I started getting chills with whole lot of butterflies flying in my stomach.

He affectionately grabbed the hair from behind my ears and slowly dragged me forward.

With both our heads lurched aside,his lips were actually pressed against mine. I could feel the aroma of adulation in air. With my heartbeat flashing, my skin went through horripilation.

For me that was it. The moment of my first amorous kiss was one of the most tenacious moments in my life.