Moving On

​It is not easy.

At times you’ll feel like you are sinking and the one who has been saving you throughout this entire time isn’t there to help you save from drowning anymore.

Its like you want to learn how to be happy again but crying is the only resort you can look forward to for letting it all out.
You really want to express what is going on in your mind but you just can’t ‘cz apparently you’ve forgotten how to do that too
You can no longer express yourself and all those emotions are just burying deep down inside you.

The saddest feeling of all times is that you’ve gotta act like normal people
You’ve gotta show that you are happy but deep down inside you just want to scream out loud

You’ll keep convincing yourself that everything is okay.
He doesn’t exist for you anymore
But the harsh truth is that he is still there, residing in your soul.

You still trust him
You won’t ever believe that he is not worth it all
But with every fiasco you’ll learn that he WAS the one for you and not IS the one.

He was your Mr. Perfect only for the time when you were there to hide his imperfections.

Now that you are not together anymore, you hold no importance in his life.
Promises given to you are not meant to be kept anymore.

Now he is just a stranger who knows all your secrets.

It’ll be difficult
The nights will be horrifying without his consolation
But at the end every endeavour will be worth it

All the struggle will definitely be creditable.

Especially when you’ll no longer care about him
You’ll be happy and even mesmerised to know that people will love you more for who you are and not what you were when you were with him.

It’ll all be amusing to realise how worthy and trustful friends you’ve got who’ll always have your back.

Moving on is difficult but if you are able to get past it, It’ll become the most worthy thing you’ve  ever done for yourself.

And at the end you’ll be proud of yourself because you will be able to survive without whom you thought living a single minute of your life would be difficult.